Monday, 27 January 2020

back to the norm

no more CHRISTmas
no more celebration
no more 2019


being sad missing my dad PHone calls
trying to get on with life
trying to get on at general


having to lose friends whom don't understand me
finding your foes where u go
have to bare up with life
having to say my piece to that madam at Bristol

changing my view asking questions why ?
correcting person of her lies about me
having a slanging match to tell what madam is

feeling angry & frustrated
feeling wanting to hit that bitch but I don't


what a moment trying to get better
within myself
trying to get better from Greif
getting there slowly

Friday, 6 December 2019

note

āļ­ðŸ“‹ðŸ“”👂↺A note to say


A merry xmas  see u next year for new material.


cheer for reading my stuff.

Wednesday, 6 November 2019

Bursting in man friend

bursting in
scaring me
like a horror film the shining


got angry
got pissed off
got my firework
spark at man friend


still shaking
still upset
checking out my place
hacked off with him


fuming at this man friend
told him off
on the phone


let me grief alone
I didn't have time to grief
all had to do to travel to Plymouth
booking b & b
staying in the couple off days


no time to grief  no time to be my self


he really pissed me off  man
wishing him well in the near future

Monday, 28 October 2019

coming back to write soon

⇰writing about my experience on my travel to Plymouth . experiencing bed & breakfast place at Plymouth, experiencing my feelings about death & funeral etc


I be back writing about it

Saturday, 5 October 2019

note

I am greifing over my lost of my dad whom died this year, sorry about mot writing about my blogs having a little holiday darlings.

Wednesday, 18 September 2019

soggy ears

Soggy  soggy  ears
acting like a leaking sponge
hate my ears
got over my swelling
now letting nature take it course


went to the chemist
olive oil ears drop on hand
wear ear plugs to stop the leakage
on my ears of years of ear problems






In the past
 I had them
now this  year 2019
got it back
ear oh ear please
give me a break of ear troubles.


the song goes sog sog soggy ears
tah tah  bloody soggy ears

Saturday, 7 September 2019

To hear or not to hear

To hear or not hear
that is my question


having ear infection
isn't funny
its so painful to have


The burning / swelling ear
feel like cutting it off
ouch the pain
ouch hard to sleep


The feeling of no hope
off a good night sleep
feeling down on your self
feeling its annoying bunnies ear

Frustration set in
frustration
that bloody ear

The saying always goes
to hear or not to hear
that is a question