Having hurt feelings

having hurt feelings by a friends
spying what I am doing is not good at all
why can Carol let live?
what is done is done
being so hateful towards her
started to hate what she is
she pisses me off with comments which is bad
slagging me off to the people
pretends friends


what makes me angry?
pissy people pissing me off
so stressful what I have to put up with
that woman need to grow up a pair
not act like a naughty child
with huh at me
fed up with things in general as it is


hurting all day
with that bitch acting like a bitch
how angry how I feel
so fed up with that woman
assuming which is not true
feelings in my blogger today is so real deal with me




that how I express




  

Decorating at home

pain n grief of decorating
brought the wallpaper second hand
cost £2.00 per roll white with stripe pin stripes
getting the stuff to put on wallpaper
clearing the room ouch tripping over stuff
like shoes and boxes


swearing wishing I haven't done
up n down the ladder
holding the wallpaper
putting it on the wall
rubbing the paper up n down with a cloth
air bubbles of my wall


did one side , did the other next day
stressing out of trying to complete a job
sorting out the stuff next day
being so stressed to get it right
wallpaper smell get to my chest


finally got the two bits on
relieve at last no drama liama
at last sort some more stuff
putting stuff back in a hurry
be careful  of the wet paper wall
moving stuff around
ouch on my feet
bloody swearing to my self


at last I respect what I have done
putting up pictures
believe in yourself
décor is cool now
wow its a movie room

  

falling out off favour with a friend

falling out
jealously set in
argue on phone
told her how I feel
being not apart of her
is relieve


carol is a bitch
nice at times
nasty at times
never get the wrath of carol
deadly as a snake
it rattles n shake
get greatly pissing at you
when u don't join her thing


being busy
being not so hip
insult  your character
insult your whole body of you
being nasty to the core


carol is the big bitch
of things she said to hurt you
I have to nasty back to her
in the end we both hurting inside


she hurt me many times
she even made me cry
tears are gone after 10 times of falling out
I am done with the bitch
good luck to the future to the bitch.  

stress out with things

blubbering like a whale at docs
machine not clocked in
waiting over 1.30 mins to see doc
to carry on my meds


stress shouting behind my back
pulling down my no smoking sign
pulling up my memory tree
to remember my ma
Bristol council rules stinks
don't like this don't like that


fed up with the long weekends
fed up with things in general
it okay to be not okay


sorry on to be humorous
so stressed n pissed off
with people calling me vicky
which im not


being sad of missing my loved ones
being me is be
not pretending about anything
that is okay




it is okay to be not okay