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อ📋📔👂↺A note to say


A merry xmas  see u next year for new material.

cheer for reading my stuff.

Bursting in man friend

bursting in
scaring me
like a horror film the shining


got angry
got pissed off
got my firework
spark at man friend


still shaking
still upset
checking out my place
hacked off with him


fuming at this man friend
told him off
on the phone


let me grief alone
I didn't have time to grief
all had to do to travel to Plymouth
booking b & b
staying in the couple off days


no time to grief  no time to be my self


he really pissed me off  man
wishing him well in the near future

coming back to write soon

⇰writing about my experience on my travel to Plymouth . experiencing bed & breakfast place at Plymouth, experiencing my feelings about death & funeral etc


I be back writing about it

note

I am greifing over my lost of my dad whom died this year, sorry about mot writing about my blogs having a little holiday darlings.

soggy ears

Soggy  soggy  ears
acting like a leaking sponge
hate my ears
got over my swelling
now letting nature take it course


went to the chemist
olive oil ears drop on hand
wear ear plugs to stop the leakage
on my ears of years of ear problems






In the past
 I had them
now this  year 2019
got it back
ear oh ear please
give me a break of ear troubles.


the song goes sog sog soggy ears
tah tah  bloody soggy ears

To hear or not to hear

To hear or not hear
that is my question


having ear infection
isn't funny
its so painful to have


The burning / swelling ear
feel like cutting it off
ouch the pain
ouch hard to sleep


The feeling of no hope
off a good night sleep
feeling down on your self
feeling its annoying bunnies ear

Frustration set in

frustration

that bloody ear

The saying always goes

to hear or not to hear

that is a question

 

characters at Henbury

meet the characters at Henbury
five friends whom talk a lot of rubbish
and waffle on n on about nothing
jungle Jim
wasteful Wander
nasty Coral
gossip Sue
hoarder Harold
complaining Cora


when they get together
sitting outside Greggs
they gossip and babble over people
they don't like.
mocking the people with the laughter of witches
of bitches


jungle Jim banging n hammering light to heavy
on the table driving people mad.
gossip sue all so questions n wanting of others things, nasty Coral full of rage n anger towards other she don't like. Rest of the friends join in the fun of nasty Coral wrath. 


rest of them has character u might have in your raving neighbour hood


talking about nothing of air of gossips all sitting at the library / café in your area.

having issues with hot weather

Having issues with hot weather
can be painful on my chest
tightness on my chest
can be bad at times


having my health problem
even hay fever problems
can be too much too bare
it make me cough


get out of breathe
hot weather can be a pain
in a bum at times
I sooner have the cold weather
eases my chest pain
I am a health problem can trig
me off
it is like a gun going off
traffic light on stop, amber, green , go
you have a panic attack
it is how I explain my health problem


I learn to live with it
I learn to cope with it
bloody hot weather can be a pain in a ass
at times.

How to a sloth on the weekends

sloth  laying on a tree
above or underneath
just listening laying still
that me at time
just sitting on my bed with my crochet hook and wool


making things with top making
and lots more to come


sloth in est  in my nature at time
busy bee cleaning up my act
in my flat sorting out crap I don't need
moving plant around to see
how it looks in the corner


sloth is a cute animal
so quiet  in thought
so still but mother nature
made them as they a our


each word I speak
is relax don't do it
the 80s hits go on
being me is to be a animal
peaceful in thought
creating up ideas to make


crafty with my stuff
do good to express things
bring the daylight in my life
my life maybe sad
I enjoy being a sloth at times
being a bee cleaning can be busy


it don't hurt being a sloth at times
it good to be creative  

Having hurt feelings

having hurt feelings by a friends
spying what I am doing is not good at all
why can Carol let live?
what is done is done
being so hateful towards her
started to hate what she is
she pisses me off with comments which is bad
slagging me off to the people
pretends friends


what makes me angry?
pissy people pissing me off
so stressful what I have to put up with
that woman need to grow up a pair
not act like a naughty child
with huh at me
fed up with things in general as it is


hurting all day
with that bitch acting like a bitch
how angry how I feel
so fed up with that woman
assuming which is not true
feelings in my blogger today is so real deal with me




that how I express




  

Decorating at home

pain n grief of decorating
brought the wallpaper second hand
cost £2.00 per roll white with stripe pin stripes
getting the stuff to put on wallpaper
clearing the room ouch tripping over stuff
like shoes and boxes


swearing wishing I haven't done
up n down the ladder
holding the wallpaper
putting it on the wall
rubbing the paper up n down with a cloth
air bubbles of my wall


did one side , did the other next day
stressing out of trying to complete a job
sorting out the stuff next day
being so stressed to get it right
wallpaper smell get to my chest


finally got the two bits on
relieve at last no drama liama
at last sort some more stuff
putting stuff back in a hurry
be careful  of the wet paper wall
moving stuff around
ouch on my feet
bloody swearing to my self


at last I respect what I have done
putting up pictures
believe in yourself
décor is cool now
wow its a movie room

  

falling out off favour with a friend

falling out
jealously set in
argue on phone
told her how I feel
being not apart of her
is relieve


carol is a bitch
nice at times
nasty at times
never get the wrath of carol
deadly as a snake
it rattles n shake
get greatly pissing at you
when u don't join her thing


being busy
being not so hip
insult  your character
insult your whole body of you
being nasty to the core


carol is the big bitch
of things she said to hurt you
I have to nasty back to her
in the end we both hurting inside


she hurt me many times
she even made me cry
tears are gone after 10 times of falling out
I am done with the bitch
good luck to the future to the bitch.  

stress out with things

blubbering like a whale at docs
machine not clocked in
waiting over 1.30 mins to see doc
to carry on my meds


stress shouting behind my back
pulling down my no smoking sign
pulling up my memory tree
to remember my ma
Bristol council rules stinks
don't like this don't like that


fed up with the long weekends
fed up with things in general
it okay to be not okay


sorry on to be humorous
so stressed n pissed off
with people calling me vicky
which im not


being sad of missing my loved ones
being me is be
not pretending about anything
that is okay




it is okay to be not okay 

why do people depress me so?

అ兦女↻Why do people depress so

on face book  about there issues

shouting at the library

Maureen with a incredible hulk rage

grr at people when things goes wrong

library staff try to calm her

being more to avoid a fight

trying to be calmer

it like a frosty cake

so u can cut in the middle

so frosty brr

Easter holidays bring in memories

feeling the lost of your loves ones

depressing with anger crying in tears

try to be me

why do people depressing about silly things at face book

they have to get over it

life is full of bullshit at times

but we have to survive in the mad world

The world will be surviving with or with the people

trying to recycle rubbish to save a world of climate change

saving the air , animals , and even the nation skies

E U still not deciding how boring what the wants

The world is a crazy place crazy with the nation

computers and computers social sites

depression site are so depressing

issues and more issues on Face Book

Triple whamming

being ill with my flu can suffering in bed
aches n pain of it all
even with my crown butchered out
so much pain on one side
even with bad pains below
heavy blood flows

wearing nappies thick pads

waddling like a duck at home
daffy ducks  going crackers
quack as I goes
not feeling well oh the pains


my poor back does suffers
with my heavy tits
look like Barbara in a pub serving u pints
as men ogles how amazing she is


my poor mouth suffers look like rocky in a fight
with the dentist
round one pulling action
round two drill action
round three final finished
my prize is my crown to remember on my book


all three triple whamming at home
I know I take a piss of myself
what can I do?
all I can do just laugh about it.


I got a sense of humour
telling a joke or two
wacky as I am
just be me 

Finding Nemo

my best gift of all  is finding Nemo
my dad
talking to him on the phone
discussing how he is
brought tears in my eyeballs


knowing the fact he is alive
well in himself

finding out what my bro does
to dad
is not very nice
factual fact that upset the family


family unit
being built slowly
finding out  the clues
like a detective


I am a very happy that dad is doing ok
playing soft football
keep fit in his health
wishing him well
wishing him all the best
best gift of all
finding answers




 

Writing course for wellbeing day

Rob is a jolly fella telling all his thoughts
line ,dots . image of the feelings
flowing  to the minds
getting persons unaware a story of there thoughts on paper


laughter , opinions even quotes at the lesson
jolly laughter so light hearted view
diary n blogs on paper ideal to get your feeling out


hearty thoughts n tales of unexpected
story at your minds
minds of thinking
writing of quotes to full fill my minds


a story of a great character like Darcy
coming out of the water
loves story even horror shiver u a suspense
writing is  my passion
writing of my thoughts


creative and art to your finger tips
flowing thought inspire me
to quote
life to flowing seeing what is what
questions to my minds
travelling to there world forgetting our issues for a hour or two


Dear Rob a good tutor expressing everything he can
thought body n mind
talking thought mental issues that is brave to expressed
a champion of his story
enjoying this lessons of writing
games of words
tickle fancy of quotes on worksheets


writing course for wellbeing good to do
so come along
u get a teddy surprise
       

life is a journey

life is a journey
where ever u go
on or off coaches
seeing different sites
places people
seeing friends


we experiences finding out
what I can do in a different place
being me is unique
seeing friends at Leeds
talking  laughing and being yourself again
being depressed isn't good


wishing I had enough with this bullshit
going away is a good place to think
about issues that matters to u
return home refreshed thinking
knowing u have to do
not bullshit with friend if a light bulb  on /off


life is a journey where  ever u go
try to move on
try to get on with life
hurt always be there
I have my strength and faith in me to carry on
hope also folks 
 

sleeping course

Bristol have a sleep course
looking at paper with snoopy
being snooped
each page of questions
answer what u can


looking at tutor
feeling sleepy
the course with sheep jumping over the fence
baa on , baa two, three

sleepy course so sleepy


the course have techniques
how to avoid what u doing
breathe tech
1234 deep breathes


than exhale
looking like a balloon on faces
sleep care course self care
can be a sleepy course at the evening


tend to go to bed early
wake up refresh
 

unique is good

Being unique is good
being different is fabulous
being you is good
to be u can be hard at times


dressing different can be good
social states says it wrong




people judging u
taking fun of u
can be a bulling issues
they see things wrong
social states always says


just be our selves
just be you


unique is good
some people have labels
some people dress boring
some people goes colourful


social states always just be the same

Writing letters

writing letters
writing how I feel
finding clues
finding some peace
looking for my dad
he seem to vanished into space
Plymouth areas
quoting whatever
saying my peace to find
answers




To those are whom concern
sending letters next month

new year spell

new year spell
new start spell
thinking of the issues had to deal with
thinking about my self more
getting help with mental issues
costing me pounds to pay


maybe this will help me
after 2018 misses
getting sorted of my issues at home
it would be my spell
on neu year spell


come to say
whatever yours plans start
wishes you good luck
to me n you
hope are future be bright

happy notes

glad xmas is over
it was a sad affair


I am back  now
watch this zone


so too say
happy nude year 2019