A special message from me

A merry Christmas and a happy new year

thank you for reading my blog on art n crafts

and continue to write them next year.

D kangodia 

xmas isnt my time of year

wishing this day is over
wishing this day time to disappear
missing my family very much
feeling a blue xmas


missing my ma above
missing my dad as well
being me is not so great
hating this time of year


being alone at xmas
watching boring programmes
sooner drinks some alcohol
falling asleep allday


wish this day be over
not feeling it at all
hating all the xmas song
crying in my hankercheif


just get it over quickly
than am a happy woman
baa humbug to xmas
scrooges always say

Artshed

Artshed  is good
Artshed  is fabulous
express yourself
forget yourself
colours are fab


trying new things
good for people
to express how u  feel


queen of the glitter
king of fashion
bathing in the glam of colours
abbey n team are good teachers


remember a tour up Blaise Estate
scaring off the person by rattling the door
jumping person beware
laughing n talking
its a place to forget yourself


it start at 11am till 1pm
a group to have to express
Artshed is good at Blaise
Estate 

Feeling down in the dumps

Feeling down in the dumps
feeling blue
sadness set in
sadness in thought
anger set in
shouting n getting
hacked off


I,m not that flower today
I,m not that person today
weekends are my bad days
weekends wish it over right now


feeling in the dumps
like a piece of rubbish
trash in a rubbish heap  

Christmas is a type of year
that I don't like
being sad n blue
sitting watching tv


being me thinking of my family
one has died n one in a home
don't know where
solving clue hasn't done


people celebrate to be merry
this year isn't a merry one
2018 will be a sad n thoughtful one
having no cards of my family
even present
change will be there which I notice

I am a flower blooming
than things going down in the dumps
with a friend.
jealously is a green monster
of me on a  phone talking to a best friend
why me have doors slamming in my face
it reminds me of Dutton Rd
friend whom shows
a green monster look
putting up little digs
remarking of my nature
it is hard thing to do
is to ignore that stupid friend
called c 

having a light bulb has a friend

having a friend as a light bulb
differcult friendship
having issue never get solved


acting childish owing to a fone
to a friend u have not seen
once u shine with all issues so bright


then things happen
then gel set in
dim lights so dim
not speaking to me at all


my life must go on
strength in me is good
heart broken to a friend
called c

finding out things that matter to u.


finding clues


being Sherlock
finding answers
finding facts


relation worried
I,m worried about my father
where is he we all wondered
finding answer on goggle


being concern
bro being awful but no answers
texts failed no reply
where is a another clue


I,m like a lighthouse shining in the sky
shining for answer
it will be resolve clue soon
finding my father.

just be yourself

        Be who u are just yourself , try on to please anyone. express yourself as a person u are,
Some people may judge u but u have to try to ignore them.
I was bullied as a wee tot to a adult, being bullied isn't fun but u have to find support network on line or a Community Centre.




be yourself  be your own person
ignore those bullies 
support services
support workers
talking issues
happened to u


secret meeting on times
venues talking to each other
express yourself
to whom u want


making appoint across
how u feel
whatever the weather?
may we feel a little  better

write a diary  or a poem
get your feelings out
try not to u is a hardest thing ever


just be your self
it is okay 

poem about my depression n anxeity

being depress isn't no joke

being put down to a carpet level is sad
why do people ask just personal questions
even Facebook is a put down
men except too much of u




people don't understand me
with my health issues at
all
feeling down within yourself
isn't no joke to laugh at


being called a freak
becuz of your shakes on the hands
don't understand me having a panic attack
isn't no joke at all


why do people make me angry
question to abode
feeling off on weekends
trying to be u


no joke of weekends
no body to understand
those enemies  taught u what to wear is  weird
trying to shake it being bullied
isn't no joke at all

try to express yourself

Best way to express to some one is like a close friend or a doctor. talk to a doctor for a counsling sessions which im finding out  at a moment.

write a diary about my feeling when im stressed, scrap booking is good which I got started this year on 2018 at artshed.


colouring is good , u can buy colouring heaven at your newssagents.

best buy art n crafts items

best buy items for art n craft at shops and magazines at the newsagents. u get free goodies to start u off like knitting or crochets etc . they have instructions to show how to do the thing u making.
Art classes is a best way to express your self, some are free some they can cost money, best go to a local community centre for advice or booklet in centres.


blog by d kangodia