Feeling down in the dumps

Feeling down in the dumps
feeling blue
sadness set in
sadness in thought
anger set in
shouting n getting
hacked off


I,m not that flower today
I,m not that person today
weekends are my bad days
weekends wish it over right now


feeling in the dumps
like a piece of rubbish
trash in a rubbish heap  

Christmas is a type of year
that I don't like
being sad n blue
sitting watching tv


being me thinking of my family
one has died n one in a home
don't know where
solving clue hasn't done


people celebrate to be merry
this year isn't a merry one
2018 will be a sad n thoughtful one
having no cards of my family
even present
change will be there which I notice

I am a flower blooming
than things going down in the dumps
with a friend.
jealously is a green monster
of me on a  phone talking to a best friend
why me have doors slamming in my face
it reminds me of Dutton Rd
friend whom shows
a green monster look
putting up little digs
remarking of my nature
it is hard thing to do
is to ignore that stupid friend
called c 

having a light bulb has a friend

having a friend as a light bulb
differcult friendship
having issue never get solved


acting childish owing to a fone
to a friend u have not seen
once u shine with all issues so bright


then things happen
then gel set in
dim lights so dim
not speaking to me at all


my life must go on
strength in me is good
heart broken to a friend
called c

finding out things that matter to u.


finding clues


being Sherlock
finding answers
finding facts


relation worried
I,m worried about my father
where is he we all wondered
finding answer on goggle


being concern
bro being awful but no answers
texts failed no reply
where is a another clue


I,m like a lighthouse shining in the sky
shining for answer
it will be resolve clue soon
finding my father.

just be yourself

        Be who u are just yourself , try on to please anyone. express yourself as a person u are,
Some people may judge u but u have to try to ignore them.
I was bullied as a wee tot to a adult, being bullied isn't fun but u have to find support network on line or a Community Centre.




be yourself  be your own person
ignore those bullies 
support services
support workers
talking issues
happened to u


secret meeting on times
venues talking to each other
express yourself
to whom u want


making appoint across
how u feel
whatever the weather?
may we feel a little  better

write a diary  or a poem
get your feelings out
try not to u is a hardest thing ever


just be your self
it is okay 

poem about my depression n anxeity

being depress isn't no joke

being put down to a carpet level is sad
why do people ask just personal questions
even Facebook is a put down
men except too much of u




people don't understand me
with my health issues at
all
feeling down within yourself
isn't no joke to laugh at


being called a freak
becuz of your shakes on the hands
don't understand me having a panic attack
isn't no joke at all


why do people make me angry
question to abode
feeling off on weekends
trying to be u


no joke of weekends
no body to understand
those enemies  taught u what to wear is  weird
trying to shake it being bullied
isn't no joke at all