hello

hello im back on blog page write soon thanks

covid lockdown

owing to covid lockdown & library shut owing to this . now library reopened i am back for my blogs now. quick on computer only 45 mins.

back to the norm

no more CHRISTmas
no more celebration
no more 2019


being sad missing my dad PHone calls
trying to get on with life
trying to get on at general


having to lose friends whom don't understand me
finding your foes where u go
have to bare up with life
having to say my piece to that madam at Bristol

changing my view asking questions why ?

correcting person of her lies about me

having a slanging match to tell what madam is

feeling angry & frustrated
feeling wanting to hit that bitch but I don't


what a moment trying to get better
within myself
trying to get better from Greif
getting there slowly

note

อ📋📔👂↺A note to say


A merry xmas  see u next year for new material.

cheer for reading my stuff.

Bursting in man friend

bursting in
scaring me
like a horror film the shining


got angry
got pissed off
got my firework
spark at man friend


still shaking
still upset
checking out my place
hacked off with him


fuming at this man friend
told him off
on the phone


let me grief alone
I didn't have time to grief
all had to do to travel to Plymouth
booking b & b
staying in the couple off days


no time to grief  no time to be my self


he really pissed me off  man
wishing him well in the near future

coming back to write soon

⇰writing about my experience on my travel to Plymouth . experiencing bed & breakfast place at Plymouth, experiencing my feelings about death & funeral etc


I be back writing about it

note

I am greifing over my lost of my dad whom died this year, sorry about mot writing about my blogs having a little holiday darlings.