Having hurt feelings

having hurt feelings by a friends
spying what I am doing is not good at all
why can Carol let live?
what is done is done
being so hateful towards her
started to hate what she is
she pisses me off with comments which is bad
slagging me off to the people
pretends friends


what makes me angry?
pissy people pissing me off
so stressful what I have to put up with
that woman need to grow up a pair
not act like a naughty child
with huh at me
fed up with things in general as it is


hurting all day
with that bitch acting like a bitch
how angry how I feel
so fed up with that woman
assuming which is not true
feelings in my blogger today is so real deal with me




that how I express




  

Decorating at home

pain n grief of decorating
brought the wallpaper second hand
cost £2.00 per roll white with stripe pin stripes
getting the stuff to put on wallpaper
clearing the room ouch tripping over stuff
like shoes and boxes


swearing wishing I haven't done
up n down the ladder
holding the wallpaper
putting it on the wall
rubbing the paper up n down with a cloth
air bubbles of my wall


did one side , did the other next day
stressing out of trying to complete a job
sorting out the stuff next day
being so stressed to get it right
wallpaper smell get to my chest


finally got the two bits on
relieve at last no drama liama
at last sort some more stuff
putting stuff back in a hurry
be careful  of the wet paper wall
moving stuff around
ouch on my feet
bloody swearing to my self


at last I respect what I have done
putting up pictures
believe in yourself
décor is cool now
wow its a movie room

  

falling out off favour with a friend

falling out
jealously set in
argue on phone
told her how I feel
being not apart of her
is relieve


carol is a bitch
nice at times
nasty at times
never get the wrath of carol
deadly as a snake
it rattles n shake
get greatly pissing at you
when u don't join her thing


being busy
being not so hip
insult  your character
insult your whole body of you
being nasty to the core


carol is the big bitch
of things she said to hurt you
I have to nasty back to her
in the end we both hurting inside


she hurt me many times
she even made me cry
tears are gone after 10 times of falling out
I am done with the bitch
good luck to the future to the bitch.  

stress out with things

blubbering like a whale at docs
machine not clocked in
waiting over 1.30 mins to see doc
to carry on my meds


stress shouting behind my back
pulling down my no smoking sign
pulling up my memory tree
to remember my ma
Bristol council rules stinks
don't like this don't like that


fed up with the long weekends
fed up with things in general
it okay to be not okay


sorry on to be humorous
so stressed n pissed off
with people calling me vicky
which im not


being sad of missing my loved ones
being me is be
not pretending about anything
that is okay




it is okay to be not okay 

why do people depress me so?

అ兦女↻Why do people depress so

on face book  about there issues

shouting at the library

Maureen with a incredible hulk rage

grr at people when things goes wrong

library staff try to calm her

being more to avoid a fight

trying to be calmer

it like a frosty cake

so u can cut in the middle

so frosty brr

Easter holidays bring in memories

feeling the lost of your loves ones

depressing with anger crying in tears

try to be me

why do people depressing about silly things at face book

they have to get over it

life is full of bullshit at times

but we have to survive in the mad world

The world will be surviving with or with the people

trying to recycle rubbish to save a world of climate change

saving the air , animals , and even the nation skies

E U still not deciding how boring what the wants

The world is a crazy place crazy with the nation

computers and computers social sites

depression site are so depressing

issues and more issues on Face Book

Triple whamming

being ill with my flu can suffering in bed
aches n pain of it all
even with my crown butchered out
so much pain on one side
even with bad pains below
heavy blood flows

wearing nappies thick pads

waddling like a duck at home
daffy ducks  going crackers
quack as I goes
not feeling well oh the pains


my poor back does suffers
with my heavy tits
look like Barbara in a pub serving u pints
as men ogles how amazing she is


my poor mouth suffers look like rocky in a fight
with the dentist
round one pulling action
round two drill action
round three final finished
my prize is my crown to remember on my book


all three triple whamming at home
I know I take a piss of myself
what can I do?
all I can do just laugh about it.


I got a sense of humour
telling a joke or two
wacky as I am
just be me 

Finding Nemo

my best gift of all  is finding Nemo
my dad
talking to him on the phone
discussing how he is
brought tears in my eyeballs


knowing the fact he is alive
well in himself

finding out what my bro does
to dad
is not very nice
factual fact that upset the family


family unit
being built slowly
finding out  the clues
like a detective


I am a very happy that dad is doing ok
playing soft football
keep fit in his health
wishing him well
wishing him all the best
best gift of all
finding answers